My sanity is held on by a thin silver thread. The only thing that maintains my self-possession is my music.
I have never panicked during an exam paper before. In fact, I do not recall panicking before, during OR after an exam ever. But it happened to me yesterday...DURING the paper. I stared at these 2 particular questions (which was 65 out of the total mark of 100), and my legs started shaking and I was clasping my jeans very tightly, and I could not breathe, and I didn't feel my existence in the world for that 3 seconds.

Then I managed to pull my eyes away from the paper, prying my eyes away from the paper took a lot of effort and it exhausted me; and I shut my eyes and prayed. By the time I opened my eyes, I could feel the protoplasm in me again. However ... in place of the seemingly out-of-body experience, I was crippled by a dizzy spell AND nausea. Geewhizz. And yes, the paper went very badly as I'm sure most of you would have infered by now. Besides, statistics never went with "Sheryl". So ... I can almost feel a very very low CAP that will hit the very bottoms .. and a 6-module workload next semester. (Heavy sigh) The only way out of retaking the Stats, is to change my major. Ah well.

This is so embarrassing. To actually fail an Arts module.

-->Ive Mendes - Night Night<--

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