So I've broken free of the reins of academics. Well, till the 10th of August that is. I really want to enjoy my free time, having some me-time. But I just can't do it, with my bloody neighbour having renovations, that will tentatively end on the 15th. Of JULY. *Curses and swears*

With so much free time on my hands, and so little money to spend, what should I do. I wanna take a walk on a rainbow, and find my pot of gold at the other end, then I can bid my stingy self adieu. I want to see a rainbow. Perhaps it'd remind me that things aren't so bad, that there's something good after all, in the midst of this overcast weather.

I rely on my mind to occupy myself, it really is a hazard, having been a Literature student and a current Psychology undergraduate. My mind works in overdrive, I get annoyed with myself sometimes for allowing it to do so. Asking my mind to stop its churning gears is virtually impossible, it parallels that of asking Time to halt. With school out of the way for now, my cognitive capacity has now allowance for other stuff, stuff which I had been pushing to the back of my mind. And now, it's all going to resurface and rush through the floodgates like the waters in a dam.

I don't want to think too much, for it all be incessant and unnecessary. I seriously doubt things are within my control. There's always something in the way of everything. Push it aside? Well, we could ... If we tried, if we wanted to. Good luck to all of us then! In our respective 'pushes'.

Somehow, I ain't that excited about the Europe trip no more. I seriously would not mind if the plans don't fall through again this year, but everything seems in place this time. Dang it.

"You cannot hide the way you feel inside I realise,
Your actions speak much louder than words ... "

-->Alicia Keys - Why Do I Feel So Sad<--

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